• Navigating Infertility,  Spiritual Growth

    Bible Verses You Need to Know: Finding Hope During Infertility

    Going through infertility can be a deeply emotional and unpredictable journey. It’s easy to feel isolated and overwhelmed. However, many women, including myself, have found comfort in Bible verses that offer hope and strength. These words remind us that we’re not alone in our struggles and that our faith can be a powerful source of comfort. My name is Sarah, and I have been experiencing infertility for the past 4 1/2 years. Some of my darkest days were early in my infertility journey. It was an unwanted path, one I did not see coming. To be honest, there was a time when I couldn’t bring myself to read my Bible because I was so upset with God. I felt broken and in pain, unable to find comfort in His word. But when I did turn to Him, I found so much peace and comfort. About a year into dealing with infertility, I was struggling deeply with my faith. Then I had a turning point. I remember it vividly: it was a warm, sunny fall day, and I was journaling in our backyard. I reached a point where I felt I had to decide: either God is who He says He…

  • Navigating Infertility

    The Truth About Infertility Grief

    The grief of infertility is often overlooked because it doesn’t fit into the usual categories of loss. Yet, it is one of the most difficult types of grief because it involves the loss of dreams and future possibilities, which are deeply intertwined with our identities. Dealing with infertility can evoke a wide range of emotions similar to the grieving process after a loss. The emotional journey of infertility is often overlooked or misunderstood, as the loss is not as tangible as the death of a loved one. However, it involves the loss of hope for the future, the dream of becoming a parent, and feeling like you have no control over your own family plans. Infertility grief is unique and multifaceted, encompassing a range of deep and often hidden emotional struggles. Many people expect that starting a family will be a natural and easy part of life. From a young age, society and personal expectations shape the belief that becoming a parent is something that will just happen. When faced with infertility, these expectations are suddenly shattered, and it can lead to a lot of painful emotions. The grief associated with infertility isn’t just about not being able to have…

  • Navigating Infertility

    How to Cope with Infertility: Practical Tips and Encouragement

    Dear Friend, Today, I stumbled upon some genuinely disheartening statistics about infertility, and they left me feeling deeply saddened. One particularly striking fact stated, “About 4% of couples will try for four years and still not conceive. This group is unlikely to achieve pregnancy without medical assistance.” It’s tough news to digest. Did you know that one in eight couples experiences difficulty conceiving? Before October 2019, these numbers were just abstract figures to me. They held no personal significance, and I was blissfully unaware of the harsh reality they represented. My Infertility Journey I remember the excitement and anticipation when we decided to start trying for a baby. I was nearing college graduation, and it felt like the perfect time. I envisioned finishing school and having a baby during the transition before student loan payments kicked in. At that time, I was filled with hope, excitement, and a little nervousness. That first month, I was so sure we would conceive. After all, unprotected sex leads to pregnancy, right? Little did I know what lay ahead. The first month passed, and I told myself it was okay—few people conceive on the first try. The second month came and went, and I…

  • Navigating Infertility

    14 Painful Things People Say to Those Experiencing Infertility

    Let’s dive into a topic that’s been on my mind a lot lately—infertility. It’s been a part of my life for the past 4 1/2 years, and let me tell you, it’s been quite the journey. Along the way, I’ve come across some comments that, well, missed the mark. I’m not here to dwell on the negative. Instead, I want to shed some light on what not to say to someone dealing with infertility. Because even though our loved ones mean well, sometimes they could use a little guidance in the empathy department. I’ll start by sharing some personal stories that I hope will give you insight into what it’s like to walk in these shoes. Then, we’ll tackle some common phrases that seem harmless but can sting pretty hard. But don’t worry, I’ve got some alternatives that are way more helpful and way less cringe-worthy. For those who haven’t experienced infertility themselves, it’s easy to accidentally say something that hurts more than it helps. That’s why I’m writing this—to educate and inform, in the hopes that by sharing my experiences, others might avoid making similar mistakes. Feel free to share this with your friends and family; let me be…

  • My Life,  Navigating Infertility

    Sneak Peek into My Journey: Preparing for Fertility Consultation

    Hi everyone, I’m finally taking a huge step in my fertility journey—I’m going to see a fertility specialist! After 4 ½ years of struggling with infertility, I’m feeling a mix of excitement and nerves. This decision has been a long time coming, and it’s taken a lot to get here. Let me share a bit of my story and how I’m preparing for this big step. Initially, I planned to see a specialist after 1 ½ years of trying, but I ended up canceling that appointment. There were a couple of reasons for this. First and foremost, seeing a fertility specialist can be very expensive, and we didn’t have the finances at that time. Instead of pursuing fertility treatments, we decided to pursue adoption, which had always been on my heart and felt like God was leading us in that direction. We wanted to focus entirely on the adoption process, preparing our hearts to bring a child into our family through adoption, so we put fertility testing on hold. Additionally, I hesitated because of a terrible experience with a doctor at a women’s health clinic. He was dismissive and rude, telling me to wait until it had been three years…

  • My Life,  Navigating Infertility

    9 Tested Tips for Navigating Infertility on Infertility Awareness Week

    Infertility Awareness Week is a time of reflection and support for those navigating the complexities of infertility. In this post, I share personal insights and practical tips based on my journey through infertility and adoption. From the initial realization of infertility to the profound moments of hope and joy in the adoption process, I offer guidance and encouragement for those facing similar challenges. Join me as we explore the emotional ups and downs, the unexpected twists and turns, and the unwavering hope that has carried me through my journey. 1) Describe the moment when you first realized that you might be experiencing infertility. What thoughts and emotions surfaced for you, and what made this realization particularly challenging? Around the beginning of our journey with infertility, roughly six months into our attempts to conceive, I felt a creeping sense of unease. It was quite a departure from the confidence I’d always had in my fertility. Despite having regular cycles and no known issues, the thought that infertility might be in our future blindsided me. During that time, I was hit with a whirlwind of emotions. First came disbelief, as if my body had somehow betrayed me. Then came a deep sense…

  • My Life,  Navigating Infertility

    Candid Reflections: Authentic Tales of Motherhood and Adoption

    As Mother’s Day approaches, I reflect on my journey of motherhood and adoption filled with twists, turns, and unexpected joys. It’s been a long and often painful road filled with uncertainty and doubt. There were moments when I thought I might never become a mom, moments that broke me and tested my resolve. Yet, through the struggle, I found growth. It made me stronger and more confident and instilled in me a deeper appreciation for family. Dealing with infertility forced me to reassess my expectations of motherhood. It taught me to cherish the present joys rather than fixate on future hopes. My path to motherhood has been slower and different from others, but it’s precious nonetheless. Regardless of how one becomes a mother, the essence of motherhood lies in love, nurture, and unwavering support. If you are also going through a similar journey of infertility and need extra encouragement, I’ve created a free 8 day devotional titled “Blossoming in the Waiting“. This devotional is specifically designed to uplift and inspire those facing infertility. It provides daily reflections and encouraging scriptures to help you find peace, strength, and purpose in your journey. In this blog post, I’ll explore the complex journey…

  • Navigating Infertility

    The Truth About Trying to Conceive: Dear Infertility, You Suck

    Dear Infertility… You suck. You are a silent enemy, creeping in when I least expect and choosing to stay. I never expected you. I assumed that getting pregnant would be so easy. I never knew how hard trying to conceive was. You showed me how naïve I was. I thought I could ignore you and keep myself busy. But you continue to show up and make your presence known. In all the questions from well-wishers who ask, “How many kids do you have?” or “When will you start having kids?” I see my husband goofing around with my nieces and nephews; I see him holding my playing, laughing with our friends’ kids. Like daggers to my heart, reminding me what I do not have. And then there are those who jokingly say, “Are you sure you want kids? Are you really sure that you are ready for all of this?” They say it innocently. They do not know you, Infertility, like I do. But, oh, my heart. It feels like I am being stabbed. They do not know that I had been thinking about having children leading up to the decision to start trying to conceive. That was over two…